My writing ranges from kind of mild to pretty extreme when it comes to the kinds of torment that my cuckold characters have to endure. I find cuckolding kind of complex. Some of the things that are hottest about it are the same things I'd find hardest to deal with in real life. The behaviour in my books can walk a fine line - and sometimes cross the line - of what I think is ok to do to someone you love in real life. In my more extreme stories, I want people to be able to get off to a fantasy of having things go much further than the character is comfortable wiith - safe in the knowledge that it's all fantasy and they don't have to deal with any real life repurcusssions. But at the same time I don't want to just glorify toxic relationships. I want to also write stories that show an alternative, where kinks are developed respectfully, and love the cuck and his partner have for each other is very clear. It means my books vary in their intensity, and it's likely that some will be more to your tastes than others. It's more complex than just 'mild to wild' though, there are lots of factors that work together to determine how intense each story is, and exactly what types of angst they hit. I've narrowed it down to eight factors / themes that feature in my stories to varying degrees - some that I think are pretty universal for cucks, and some that will be massive turn-ons or turn-offs depending on your tastes. I've made a guide to each one of my books, showing how it rates in terms of the different elements you might want to find - or avoid - in my stories. So read on for an explanation of what I measured, and a summary of each book. The different factors that feature in my stories Voyeurism: Cucks usually like to watch. And for some people (generally the ones who'd consider themselves more 'stags' than 'cucks') that's maybe the most important part of the kink. It's like live, personal porn starring your very own partner. What's not to like? Compersion: For some guys the appeal is about the good feeling you get knowing that your partner is happy getting the sexual satisfaction he wants Exclusion: For the 'true' cucks (ie, not the stags), being excluded from the action is probably the key component to the cuckolding fantasy, and the thing that triggers the angst that makes them go wild Denial: Taking things a step further than just exclusion, there's also the feeling of being denied - whether that's denied access to your man, denied the opportunity to cum, or denied the opportunuity to watch the action by being shut out of the bedroom Humiliation: For many cucks humiliation is core to the kink. Could just be the humiliation of knowing your man is getting his needs met by someone else, or it could be more overt - like being made fun of, or made to degrade yourself in front of your man Submission: It seems like a lot of cucks want their bull to be an alpha, and they want to submit to him. It's about positioning themselves at the bottom of the hierarchy, and the bull demonstrating he's in charge Helplessness: This is where it maybe gets a bit controversial. For some cucks (like me) the idea of having no control over what happens next, and being pushed further than you'd intended to go, is massively appealing. For some people though, this crosses a line into the unhealthy Betrayal: I don't think this is necessarily part of cuckolding. But it's part of a few of my stories, and it's something I think cucks often also find hot (at least as a fantasy) - like the idea of your partner cheating on you behind your back or breaking the rules you agreed to Rating each story on the kinds of kinks they feature From here, I'm going to show you where I think each of my books sits on each of these 8 factors, using some kink 'score cards' I've made. That way, you can hopefully find the books that will turn you on the most, and avoid the ones that contain the stuff you find unsexy. Hopefully that helps give you an idea of what stories you're likely to be into, or not into. The next couple of stories I'm working on are pretty heavy on the humiliation and/or denial. So if that's the kind of stuff you're into keep an eye out for those, and sign up to my newsletter to make sure you can get notified when they're released.

Like I mentioned in my post about my plan to start working out locked, I've been on a journey with chastity for a while now, and to be honest much of that wasn't particularly successful (I'm hoping to change that though!). I've been through four cages over a period of about ten years, with varying degrees of success. In this post I'm going to share what cages I've tried and what my experiences of using them have been. My challenges when it comes to fit My balls naturally sit quite high and tight to my body. Depending on the time of day, the temperature, how horny I am (and probably a bunch of other factors I don't understand) my balls will hang lower and looser sometimes, but sometimes they'll want to contract. It means that instead of my balls sitting below the cage and the ring, they sit right up in or beside the gap between the cage and the ring. That makes it really hard to get the gap between the cage and the ring right. Too big a gap, and my balls will just fall through and the cage will fall off. Too small a gap, and my balls are crushed between the cage and the ring. And worst of all is when the gap is almost big enough for my balls to fall through, because it results in the agonising experience of a testicle retracting and getting stuck. It means that not only is the size of the gap important, but also the location and size of the gap. I think this has made it a little harder than it would otherwise be to find a well-fitting cage - one that's tight enough to hold everything in place but not so tight as to crush it. Here's what I've tried. Cage #1: Imitation CB-X cage This was my first attempt, and this cage was all wrong for me. First of all, the cage section was too long for my dick (kind of embarrassing that I could misjudge by so much, but I think I got it before I learnt how to measure properly, and also if I remember correctly there weren't many sizes on offer). Because it's clear you can see exactly what's inside, so it always looked silly that my dick only filled up the first half of it and the rest was empty space. I'm also not a big fan of the way it fits together. It has three main pieces: the cage, the ring, and this third piece that attaches the other two together using three bars. Each piece has holes in it, and the three bars go through the holes. This was just too many parts. It made it complicated to put on because you had to line up not two but three different pieces of equipment. The multiple bars going through multiple holes just created more opportunities for it to pinch my skin or catch a hair, because I don't like to be completely shaved. I also didn't like the way it looked, with or without underwear over it. It kind of poked out straight instead of curving like a flaccid dick. And the bulky system of bars creates a shape that doesn't look as good as the silhouettes you get from other cages. Maybe if I had a bigger dick or a smaller cage, and was completely shaven, this would have worked better for me. But I am just not a fan. Cage #2: Sexysamba stainless steel(?) cage I don't know who produces this cage. I got it off Amazon, where it was branded 'Sexysamba' (the least sexy name I could possibly think of). But I've also seen it on other stores with different brand names and I haven't been able to find out anything about the manufacturer. This cage is the one I think looks the coolest. It's made of thick metal with holes cut into it for air. The metal is thick so you feel like you're completely encased in it. It says it's made of stainless steel, and maybe it is because it hasn't rusted or anything. But I can't vouch for its material. The ring is hinged at the bottom, so instead of pushing your balls through you just open it, wrap it around and close it again. This is cool because it means no fucking around trying to push your junk through the ring, and it also means you can use a pretty small ring because you don't have to try fit your dick and balls through it to get it on. But the hinge does occasionally pinch the skin on your scrotum, which isn't enjoyable I can assure you. It fits together by feeding the bar through where the ring closes - which also holds the ring closed - and then through the cage and locking it on the other side. It doesn't have its own locking mechanism, just a hole in the end of the bar to insert your own padlock. I should mention, this cage came with spacers (short pieces of plastic tube that wrap around the bar to maintain the gap size) that aren't pictured here. I like how heavy it feels - there's no way you can forget you've got it on. And I like that the lack of a built in locking mechanism means it requires an actual padlock, because there's something incredibly hot to me about the symbolism of having your dick locked with an actual padlock. Unfortunately it didn't work very well for me. I tried a couple of different rings, but neither of them allowed me to wear it for a long period. My balls would always fall out. Embarrassingly it would happen during sex as the pounding would shake the cage loose, or my balls contracting after my assgasm would squeeze through the gap and leave nothing for the cage to hold onto. I tried a couple of different sized rings but it didn't seem to make a difference, because the issue was with the size of the gap between the ring and the cage, not the size of the ring itself. It's a shame because I love this cage and would love to wear it more often. Cage #3: Imitation HolyTrainer This was called an HT-V3, and I got it off Amazon from a seller called FYJENNICC. Basically though it's a cheap imitation of a HolyTrainer. This cage was an improvement from the first two, and overall it was a decent fit. The ring being bent rather than flat makes it more comfortable for balls like mine that sit tight. I think it looks cool too. I like how your dick is completely encased and invisible in here. It's like it doesn't exist at all. I'm guessing that's not ideal for cleaning if you're wearing it longer term though. It works quite simply: the top of the ring has a kind of groove it it, and the cage component has a section that fits the groove. You slide the cage into the groove and then run the lock through to hold them together. There was only one problem, but it was kind of a big one: the end of the cage dug into my skin and really hurt after a while. I think that maybe if I had less fat around that area it wouldn't dig in quite as much, so maybe if I lose a bit of weight I'll give it another try. Right now though, sadly it's a no from me. I bought this as a kind of test drive before shelling out more money on a legit HolyTrainer. So maybe the real thing is better designed and wouldn't have that extra bit digging into me. At some point I'm keen to find out because I think the aesthetic is cool and the ring shape is really good (HolyTrainer if you're up for a paid partnership why don't you slide into my DMs), but at this point I haven't because in the meantime I decided to spend the big bucks on cage #4. Cage #4: Kink3D Cobra This cage is definitely the best one yet. Kink3D seems to be a popular brand and with good reason. It was pricey but I think when it comes down to it you have to pay decent money to get decent equipment. I think this Cobra cage looks pretty cool. It works simply too: you fit the cage to the ring with interlocking tabs, then ring the lock through to hold them together. The first size I tried didn't work. I picked a cage that was too big for my dick (embarrassing to make that mistake again), and I've also had to try a couple of different ring sizes. In the picture of all the cage components you can see the size I ended up with on the left, and all the other ones I tried on the right. There are a lot of ring options, because not only are there different sizes, there are also different shaps and thicknesses of rings which all make a difference to the gap size. The people at Kink3D were really helpful when I contacted them about finding the right size. They gave me advice, and gave me a discount on the parts I had to buy because the first ones weren't working for me. There's also a community on reddit for people exchanging parts, which might give you an opportunity to get something a bit cheaper or unload an unsuitable component with less sunk cost. And if you live in or visit the UK, rather than living at the edge of the world like I do, I think Kink3D might even do fittings at fetish expos which could prevent you buying the wrong size. My balls still feel a bit crushed some of the time, and I often need to adjust the cage to give them a bit more space. But overall, this is the first cage I've been able to wear for hours at a time - I've even worn it overnight. And it's comfortable enough that I can sometimes forget I'm even wearing it. My reckons based on trying all four After trying out all four I definitely prefer the Kink3D cobra, but it was pricy (and even pricier than expected by the time I had to shell out for extra pieces because the first ones weren't right for me). I also don't think it's necessarily fair to malign the other three. I think for other people with slightly different bodies (less fat and lower hanging balls) the others could work much better than they did for me. I also think that just because my imitation HolyTrainer was uncomfortable it doesn't mean the real thing would be too. So I guess if you're hunting for cages my advice is: Measure your junk carefully If possible get a cage with multiple rings so it's more likely that at least one will fit Buy good quality rather than cheap imitations, but be prepared to pay for it Be prepared for the possibility that your first (or second or third) try won't work out; budget for it, try not to be discouraged if it happens, and look for opportunities to save or recoup some of the cost. Keep following me if you want to find out more about how my chastity journey's going. You can subscribe for email updates on my website or follow me on twitter. I'm also writing gay chastity erotic fiction so keep an eye out for that soon.

I'm currently working on a story about a guy locked in a chastity cage and the various guys he cruises in the gym locker room. The story is fiction, but in amongst the imaginary parts are elements of my past experiences (when it comes to the locker room hook-ups), and an imagined future self I'm aspiring to become - a future self that involves both being locked and getting fit. I've been experimenting with chastity for a long time (long before it was cool, I swear). I bought my first cage in about 2015, and at the time of writing this I'm onto my fourth. I've always wanted chastity to be a bigger part of my life, but there have always been things that stopped me. One of those things stopping me is my own embarrassment and awkwardness when it comes to talking about sex in the real world, outside of my writing. I'm lucky enough to have a partner who is open-minded and kink-positive, but I still find it hard to talk about some of the more unconventional sides of my sexual desire. Especially when they involve an element of intentional shame - and locking my dick away to wither in a flaccid state, unable to use it the way god intended, definitely has an element of intentional shame for me. So, while my boyfriend has fucked me in my cage a few times, and is totally supportive of my desire to be caged, I've never really thought of it as something he's 'into' and I still find it hard to make it a bigger part of our shared sex life. The other impediment the fit and comfort: it's taken me a while to find a cage that fits me properly that I won't fall out of. Even now, the cage I've got fits pretty well but not well enough to wear for long periods of time without hurting my balls in a way that I'm sure can't be good for them in the long term. I think this is partly due to the way my balls are built: my scrotum is a little on the small and tight side, which means my balls don't hang low and there isn't much extra skin. Because of that my balls are jammed up against the ring of the cage, kind of squashed. And I think this problem is exacerbated my my weight. I'm not exactly obese but over the last decade I've definitely transitioned from twink to bear, and I'm now not far off the 100kg mark. It means that where I would have had loose skin around my balls I now have more fat padding it out, giving me less to work with when I'm caging myself. This is where my chastity and gym goals converge: because I need to lose weight to wear my cage more, and I'm hoping wearing my cage more might help motivate me to get more into shape. Let me explain a little more about what I mean. I've always found it hard to motivate myself to go to the gym, and to stay at the gym once I get there. Following chastity content online I see countless guys who find that being locked is giving them the drive to work out, fuelled by sexual frustration. And sure, you can't trust most of what you read online and I know a lot of these guys are probably fudging the truth a fair bit. Like, they probably already have the drive to get ripped and the cage is just a way to get some extra online attention. But I want to see if being caged - the focus and frustrated energy of having a cage beneath my gym shorts - is something that can help me too. At the same time I think that having this hot secret, this constant turn-on, might help make the gym less of a chore and more of a thrill. If I think of the gym as a chore I don't want to do then I'll never do it. But if the gym can be an experience that's sexually charged, and secretly kinky, then maybe that can help me enjoy it. If I can do that, maybe I'll be excited about working out, and then maybe I'll actually be enthusiastic about it. If I want that to happen though I have to change my mindset and actually choose to think about it that way. If I can lose a bit of weight through this approach, it will hopefully help make wearing a cage a little more comfortable. A reinforcing spiral of feeling good about it and doing it more as a result. It's not just about fitting into the cage though: I've been trying to lose weight for years in an attempt to be healthier and hotter. (I know, I know, big guys can be sexy, and I shouldn't buy into all the body shaming fat-phobia that's so prevalent in the gay community. But what can I say, I just want to look hot, okay?) I also am under no illusion that I'm ever going to become a shredded gym bro or defy age to become a twink again, but I think that the combination of becoming a little slimmer round the gut and a little more muscular around the pecs and shoulders would help me feel sexier in the body type I now inhabit. It means living a version of the fictional story I'm writing - albeit one with a lot less casual locker room sex because that's not something I'm seeking out these days. And even if it does absolutely nothing to help with my fitness or my chastity, it might at least help with my writing. Because to write the story well, to be able to describe the feelings and the sensory experience of being in a gym working out - and being locked while doing it - doing some in-character "research" surely couldn't hurt. So while I'm writing this story about a locked sub working out at the gym, I'm going to try emulate it in my real life by working out locked. I'm going to use it as a way of doing research for my story, while at the same time using it to make the experience of workout a more sexually charged one for me, that I can get excited about and look forward to. Stick around and see what happens. Could be nothing, because I might find it doesn't really help and I still don't really go to the gym, in which case I won't have much to say and this post might get quietly archived in a month or so. Or maybe I'll get somewhere, and in that case you might find reading about it kind of interesting, or hot, or even useful if you're contemplating something similar yourself.

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Previous Next Lockdown With My Husband's Bull Jack Hornwood Buy it direct from the publisher: EBOOK: $2.99 READ ONLINE: $2.99 PAPERBACK: COMING SOON Buy it from retailers: Smashwords Amazon Google Books Find more retailers Nick's been getting cucked by his husband Joe and his personal trainer Scott for a while now. But when the city goes into lockdown from the latest wave of covid, Scott's gym work dries up and Nick and Joe let him come crash with them for a while. Before long Scott's acting like he owns the place and Nick's been kicked out of his own bedroom. This story is one of my more extreme ones. It's full of bullying, humiliation, a bit of BDSM, and a cuck that becomes a third-wheel while he watches the relationship grow between his husband and another man. #gay #cuckold #domination #humiliation #bdsm Read a sample "As per usual, Jack Hornwood has written another story that will keep your eyes glued to the screen until you finish (in more ways than one). This one has a happy ending (or at least happy for those of us into this kink) and an incredible buildup throughout. I enjoyed every single word and have probably re-read it a dozen times by now. If you're into mildly hardcore gay cuckolding, psychological domination, and incredibly detailed sex scenes, you will fall in love with this book." - Amazon review

Chapter 6: The Best Man It was a Tuesday night, and we’d both finished work at a reasonable time which meant we had a bit of time on our hands. Being mid-week it also meant Josh and I had the place to ourselves, with no sign of Brian to distract Josh from the task at hand. So we decided to do some wedding planning; Josh ordered takeout, while I made a jug full of margaritas. Then we parked ourselves at the dining table, surrounded by lists and laptops and samples. We’d already decided on a venue, and booked it months ago. Nine Mile Bay was a small resort about four hours south of the city. It was ideal: warm, secluded, with a sandy beach and calm water for swimming. The resort would have other people there at the same time, but there was a large section fairly separate from the rest of the accommodation where the guests could stay and the reception could be held. It was close enough that our friends and family could enjoy a weekend out of the city without having to travel too far. It was hard to get a booking for a wedding there, which is why we had picked a date fast and booked it. The date we’d picked was approaching fast though, and we needed to get on with it if we were going to get everything organised on time. We only had three months left, and there was so much to arrange. I’d always known wedding planning was intense, but I had no idea how many details there were. And it hadn’t helped that the task hadn’t had Josh’s full attention lately, either. For the month or so since I’d gotten my cage, Brian had been in town for work at least a couple of nights each week, which meant those nights were a write-off when it came to wedding planning. They’d been fucking hot though; some nights I’d get to watch, sitting there leaking in my cage while the two of them fucked like rabbits. Other nights I wasn’t allowed to, so instead I’d sit in the next room listening to them fuck and concentrating on the feeling of my swollen cock pressing painfully against the metal of my cage. But then we’d got the news: Brian was getting a promotion as part of a restructuring at his work, and the new job meant no more regular travelling between cities. His visits weren’t over just yet, because the restructure wasn’t taking effect for another three months yet — right around the time of our wedding, give or take — but it was clear that he and Josh now had a time limit on their relationship. Josh had taken it hard. He’d been brooding for a couple of weeks now, and he’d been particularly critical whenever I did anything wrong. In fact the level of emotion he’d reacted with when he found out had been kind of troubling, and to be honest it made me relieved that their relationship was coming to an end. It had been beyond hot, but I could see that it was maybe getting a little out of hand. So I felt that ultimately this was probably for the best. It was kind of perfect, really: we’d have a fresh start together, as a married couple, just as Josh’s relationship with Brian came to a natural conclusion. I wasn’t about to say that to Josh though, not while he was still sulking like a surly teenager. So between Josh’s desperation to spend as much time with Brian whenever he was here, and his sulkiness whenever Brian was away, we hadn’t found much time to do anything together, especially not wedding planning. These last few days though I felt like Josh had turned a corner, and I was determined to re-inject a bit of positivity into the whole process. Hence the big jug of margaritas to drink while we powered through the planning. As we worked through the guest list, I asked Josh “So, are you going to ask Rico to be your best man?” Josh shook his head. “Nope. I want to find him something good to do though.” “I always figured he’d be your best man. You guys have known each other since you were kids.” Josh said nothing. “So… who, then?” Josh looked a little nervous, and took a second before he said anything. In that second I already knew what he was going to say: “I was kind of thinking I might ask Brian to do it.” That made me feel slightly sick in my stomach, but slightly turned on at the same time. “Whoa.” I wasn’t sure exactly what to say. “You barely know him. To be honest it hadn’t even occurred to me to invite him to the wedding.” Other than in my fantasies where I watched them fuck in their tuxes right before the wedding ceremony, but I didn’t want to admit to that right now. “Yeah. I guess I just thought it would be cool to have him there. I thought about just asking Rico, but when I pictured it in my mind Brian just seemed like the natural choice.” “Okay…” “I mean, he’s the obvious choice for best man. He’s the best man I’ve ever had.” There was silence for a second as that sunk in, before Josh nervously corrected himself: “Apart from you, baby, you know.” I sat there for a second, trying to get my bead around it. This is so fucked up , I thought. Obviously I was right into getting cuckolded, and being cuckolded at your own wedding is the height of the fantasy. I’d jerked off to that fantasy countless times in the past, back when marriage was just a distant possibility. But surely it was taking it a step too far to actually have your bull as your husband’s best man? I tried to picture myself standing there, looking Josh in the eyes as we each said our wedding vows, with Brian right there with that smug smirk on in front of all of our wedding guests. Knowing that even though Josh was marrying me, he would have probably been fucked by another man hours before the wedding. Knowing that he could stand there saying wedding vows to me, with Brian’s seed still inside him. Would Josh even be thinking about me when he married me? Or would he be in a state of slut lust, counting down the minutes till the next time Brian fucked him. “Babe,” Josh asked. “Are you okay with it?” I honestly didn’t know. On one hand everything about it screamed red flags. We barely even knew Brian, and Josh was contemplating sidelining his best friend to give him the best man position. But on the other hand it seemed unbelievably hot, the idea of having Josh’s bull there at our wedding. And it would be a perfect way to end our arrangement with him on a high. I realised that my cock was straining in its cage at the thought of it. I guess that settles it. “Yeah. I’m okay with it. If you want Brian you should have Brian.” Josh beamed. “Thanks baby. You’re the best. I love you so much, and I can’t believe I get to marry you in three months time.” “Have you already asked him about it?” I asked. “No, I wanted to wait till I’d checked it with you. I’ll call him right now.” Never mind that we were in the middle of wedding planning and still had a bunch of other stuff to go through, Josh had obviously forgotten all about that in the rush of finding out he’d get to have Brian with him on our wedding day. He called Brian’s number and tapped his fingers impatiently on the table as he waited for him to answer. “Hey, daddy,” he said when Brian finally answered. “How’s things?” I couldn’t hear what Brian was saying on the other end, but it got Josh going. “Me too. I’ve missed your cock so much.” “Fuck, I can’t wait. That sounds so good. You gotta make sure you save a real big load for me, okay?” “We’re doing wedding planning. That’s why I called. I wanted to wait and ask you in person, but I was too excited so I’m just gonna do it now.” He took a deep breath. “Will you be my best man?” He obviously got the answer he wanted, because he started beaming from ear to ear. He covered the phone and whispered to me, “He said yes!” Whatever Brian said next, it made him laugh. “Of course you can, daddy. Whatever you want.” “Ummm, I’ll have to check but I’m sure Simon will be all good with that.” I tried to catch his eye to see what it was Brian was asking him, but Josh didn’t seem to notice I was there and just carried on talking. “Yeah, I guess you will. That’ll be cool.” “Fuck, that sounds so hot. Fuck, you’re getting me so hard right now.” “Yeah? You want that? Ok. Hang up and call me back by video, okay?” He got up and wandered out of the room without a word to me. I debated whether I should go stand outside the door and listen while they had cam sex. But I figured there was too much work to do, so I got back to planning seating arrangements. I figured I should probably just give them a bit of privacy to celebrate the good news. Next